Day Eighteen

Your Touch

Posted by Nathan Beck on August 22, 2023 · 11:47 AM

Just a quick note, I am so glad that I got to stay up with you last night (or I guess this morning) and tell you that I love you. It is something I have been waiting to say for a while, and I have been planning that moment for over a month. Because I knew we would be on campus together, I wanted desperately to go to the SPIA Fountain and tell you that I love you right where we first had our deep conversation the one night. It is a place that will always be special to me because of that, and because of now where I told you that I love you. Thank you for being you, and I love you.

I'm writing this as you've just gone to bed after a long journey to the useless jury duty, and the day after we finally got to see each other again after three months. Maybe it was obvious what I was going to talk about today, but I wanted to talk about how it feels when I have your touch.

From the first embrace after the train, I knew I was going to want to be all over you the entire day. Your hug felt so warm and safe, and it was amazing to feel you around me again. Just your presence gives off a feeling of being touched, which is something I've never really experienced before.

Throughout the day, I've gotten to touch pretty much everything. I've touched your body, your face, your hands, your lips, and everything in between. I had one overwhelming emotion I felt when I did all of this. I just felt so in love, and so warm, and so right with you. Having you cling onto me was something I didn't know if I would enjoy or not, but I ended up really loving it. It felt so nice to have you wrapped around my arm, and I could absolutely feel the love you give me through how you hold onto me. I love that you want to be seen holding onto me, and that you want to be seen as mine.

Sleeping with you was also so calming. I loved laying next to you and feeling you put your arms on me and fall asleep next to me. You are seriously the most wonderful human being, and I am so glad that you enjoy the physical touch as much as I do, because I am going to give you so much of it that you are going to get tired of it.

Anyways, that's what I love about your touch, and just because I can't get enough of saying it, I love you so much Tiffany.